Well I can say that I am a happy person, content with what I have in my life and people around me, I enjoy life and glad I am lucky to have a loving family and a great husband.
But like everyone I do want more things in life, experience new things and travel new places and so on.
But the one thing I always struggle is my weight, my always on going battle. Maybe its because I LOVE food so much and I cant help my self but there are days when I feel sad about it, specially when trying to buy new clothes when you find the right piece of cloth, the "one" you just have to buy because its the perfect one but the shop doesn't have your right size! and I know that if I tug in my stomach more it fits better and I end up buying it, and think I'll keep watch of what I eat a few days it will fit just fine. But that day never comes and the top or shirt ends up in a corner of the cupboard.
I did try going to gym for sometime last year and did lose some weight but had to stop due to some injuries or vacations or some useless thing and again put on the same kilos I lost in the first place.
The funny thing is losing these damn fat is so so hard and it takes a hell of a lot work BUT gaining them? haha just a week is enough or two, you eat at a friends party or a family gathering or go out on a dinner with my husband and your 3kg more than you were 3 weeks before. How the hell does it happen? Does this happen to everyone or is it just me?
Well I am not gonna say I eat healthy things and this is happening to me, its no secret I love chocolates,pastas and junk food but I do love vegetables and fruits, its just I can't keep a balance diet and work out daily and keep it up for more than 6 months. Something always comes up and I always think I will just eat this once and go to gym later, I think I'm just lazy :)
Well that's going to change from now on because I just started going to a gym and I'm trying on a good healthy diet, I will pray to God that I can keep this up till I am fit and healthy like I always want.
I will definitely keep you guys posted and hopefully by the end of this year I will be new me, a more fit, a more healthy ME.
